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Wow. I have made a conscious effort to avoid my own blog for a good while, mostly because my most recent writings came from a very dark period, when a certain psychosis gripped and overwhelmed my senses.

My - I certainly have a gift for vigorously flamoyant prose, no? Indeed, I will not delete, for I needed everything that I wrote, as part of my own cathartic healing. But to read the posts from even a few months ago truly surprises me. I wrote them when I thought I couldn't hack it - College, Relationships, Work, or living up to my own expectations of myself.

Now, do they make me uncomfortable? Abosuletly. I am surprised that the mind which produced that writing is my mind. But I also value that extraordinary passion which flows in words sometimes. If I could but harness the flow, maybe I could Write, in place of my vain wish to simply Have Written.

I won't promise to update any more frequently than I have been. But I shall deactivate this blog, for I think it's purpose is important to me. Perhaps to you. Maybe to everyone. I do not know.

But thoughts on contemporary issues in my own life have value, and so does the complex emotional context which surrounds my momentary actions. So I guess I'll see you soon.